I trusted Thy / before thy existed
I.
I trusted thy
before thy existed.
For eleven years
I curled my fingers to reach his,
I ended up touching mine.
Highlighted him
overcrowding reach,
a red tunnel
filled with doubting debris.
Moved forward
without roads or signs.
And once I met him
every aching grid of mine,
collected any
sudden rush of sadness
as my own bones.